July 25,2020

You know what they say about patience

….

No, tell me Expert On All The Human Species because somewhere along the way it was only you who experienced happiness and pain, and have come to know all the answers.

Or maybe I’m just a female who has been existing in a lifeless bubble and yeah, if you had married someone too—you’d want her to stay home and raise the kids while you worked and progressed your career.

It’s so lovely that she can look in the mirror and continually see the tear-streaked painted cheeks of a clown.

Mental mother-fucking breakdown.

Mental break, breaking, broken cardiovascular system—and it feels like I’m not vasculing that much longer. You sucked out all that air.

Here’s my chorus for those who I’ve claimed to love:

Oh, please tell me again how wrong I am.

Or that I am over-the-top,

Or—all you have to do is just clock in.

Dear wonderful men with your beautiful, mandating, overrated cocks:

HEAR this for once—

Go fuck yourselves.